Hi all,
I've been unemployed since finishing uni in 2011, although I came close to getting 2 jobs (well, I got one of them, then quit after 1 day due to my anxiety/depression being too much) - however I have got another interview coming up on monday for IT Support.
I'm bricking it again. I'm just not ready for full-time work and becoming an independant adult. I've been crying, shaking and shivering all day for the last few days - and barely eating anything.
Now, I'm also scared to hell of medication, and even therapy. So I'm in a horrible situation on that front as well. My dad decided to get my 3-month-old perscription for Propranolol made up and I can't even bring myself to take half of one tablet.
So the only options I have are "give in and accept medical aid and let god knows what into my body" or "brave the job and see if I can make it my own within due time".
Neither one I feel like I'm likely to achieve.
I hate having this condition.