Time for a reality check!!

[anxietyoverload]

I think im turning into a crazy person!!!
Keep taking pics of this ''pile'' cause the 2nd doc said it wasnt a pile and to leave it. obviously i cant just leave it all i can think is its a lump growing out of my bum how can it be nothing?! anyway i told the doc it hadnt bothered me in all of 5 weeks and the very next day its sore and a little itchy so it maybe a pile after all!!

I cannot continue like this! Anxiety is such a viscious circle, worrying about this is making my ibs flare up and i feel sick every day!!

well no more i just cant think like this every day! sorry for the rant!

[nomorepanic]

I am still sure it is a dried up pile sort of lol which then looks and feels more like a skin tag

How on earth are you managing to take pics

[nomorepanic]

I know Google is really really bad but I just googled "external pile pictures" and there are loads so maybe look at them to compare

[anxietyoverload]

Yep I'v done it they look similar to mine, I just expect to go to my doc and for him to say yea its a .... and not say hmm yea i dont no what it is but its fine lol!

and Nicola you dont want to know xx