Different sorts of anxiety

[Meg]

Hi,

Does anyone else have different sorts of anxiety/panic

One sort was worrying about .. a journey tomorrow and what if XXX happened, going to the cinema and perhaps feeling trapped , being left alone all day and being too dizzy to stand and there being noone around to turn to..
These seemed to be about events and potential dreadful 'things' happening. These were horrible and could spiral into panic quickly, but I learnt there were things I could DO to prevent and protect against these.

Then there was another sort which was worse I think, as it wasn't surrounding anything tangible but things like ..that I would go mad and the detailed implications of this, that I'd go back to Square one and never get better, that my life was a waste. I remember Mum buying me a lovely cutlery set and me thinking that there was no point as I wasn't likely to be at home to enjoy it for long ...
This sort seemed to go on for days and be much less likely to reach actual panic but was less controllable and was much harder to shift and caused more anguish.

I'm writing chapter 7 now and wanted to see if this was just me and a few others I've spoken to, or fairly widespread.

All thoughts and opinions welcome please


Meg

'There can only be true courage when first there is genuine fear'

Dr.David Livingstone

[Laurie28]

Meg,

I have suffered from both these types of anxiety but i had another one

I agree the 2nd type of anxiety you have described is worse

I hope this makes sense.


It was the night i was going to eat crunchy nuts for the 1st time (since i had a thing about nuts I mean!)
I was obviusly worried about eating them but it didn't come out on me like that. Whilst not thinking abut eating the nuts I had really bad anxiety attacks, i thought my lips had swollen and couldn't breathe etc etc, i worked myself up soo much that i never touched the nuts that night. i suppose it was anticipatory anxiety but I couldn't catch myself and say 'get a grip it's only because you are going to eat nuts' because i wasn't connecting any of the anxiety symptoms to my 'nut eating'. I wasn't thinking if i eat nuts this or that will happen and got panicky I was just sitting on the couch watching tv when it came on me (the anxiety/panic attack i mean)

I hope this makes at least some sense!

lucky

[Meg]

Thanks for that Lucky. I've covered anticipatory both concious and subconcious in an earlier chapter but maybe need to revisit it again at this point .
Ta



Meg

'There can only be true courage when first there is genuine fear'

Dr.David Livingstone

[Lizzy]

Hi Meg
I suffer from the intangible panic and it doesn't seem to matter what you do, it just won't go away. It's as if that is the only thought you are able to think. This in itself nearly drives me crazy. I think if only it would go away, if only I could concentrate on something else anything except that. But reason and logic don't come into the equation. When "it" does go oh the relief! you feel human again. God I hate this illness. Really, if you do suffer you are emotionally/mentally disabled but not recognised as such, because, for myself, I am ashamed of my condition.
Love Liz

[Caz Fab Pants]

Meg,
I've never really sat down and distinguished between the two but now I've read it I can immediately relate to what you have said.
I have suffered with both of those types of anxiety and would definitely say the second one is worse because you're not actually affraid of one particular thing, you're anxious about the whole situation and that is something that doesn't improve quickly. Therefore there is no one exercise you can do that will make this anxiety reside apart from by working on the whole picture which seems so impossible (although of course its not.)

I didn't realise how bad this type of anxiety could get until recently when I found myself worrying morning, noon and night about how I was steadily getting worse, having more barriers and limitations and was going out less and less. Trouble is worrying about it just made the whole thing worse and so the cycle continues.

Hope this makes sense and good luck with this chapter.

Caroline
x

[Meg]

Lizzy,

Have you been able to get it away at all ? Does music or relaxation CD's, crossword puzzles, test the nation type quizzes help at all ? The TTN type quizzes were lifesavers for me as they proved to me the thoughts would go if I got involved enough in something else and I always do these with my neighbours and I was so suprised and thrilled after the first one to suddenly wonder afterwards why I had peace in my head - well that was enough to bring it all rushing back .... but I now knew it could be ok.

Remember acceptance works better than fighting it. The more you give it energy the stronger it becomes ...

Thoughts not instructions

What are you ashamed of when what you're experiencing is a brain sprain ?
If you had an ankle sprain you'd take care of it wouldn;t you.


Meg

'There can only be true courage when first there is genuine fear'

Dr.David Livingstone

[Meg]

Its really interesting that nowhere in any of my research and reading does it distinguish or explain different sorts of anxieties apart from anticipatory on which Feel The Fear And Do It Anyway gets the medal.

I've got 5 sorts so far and think it's really useful and helpful to recognise the differences as it takes different strategies to try to shift them .



Meg

'There can only be true courage when first there is genuine fear'

Dr.David Livingstone

[april tones]

hi meg, i have had a anxiety moment similar to your cutlery one, like i wont see my son grow up and do special things. Or there is no point in something as i wont be here any more, horrible but just come out of no where, love april x

apriltones

[jonny]

Ah Meg,

I am definately stuck in type 2 and as you say 'its impossible to shift'.

I think that i have gotten to this point slowly-almost like anxiety evolution. My problems started off with panic attacks which felt terrible but did pass with time and understanding. But now because i know what causes my physical feelings i am now able to stop the panic attacks and not let them spiral out of control. Shame it doesn't help with the anxiety though. Its as if these feelings will get out and express themselves however they can, so now they just trickle out slowly all day everyday.

And all day everyday just grinds you down emotionally and physically and you wonder if you will ever be normal again. This of course fuels the fire and away we go again! Depression follows and life feels pointless.

Well thats how i am anyway.....

Jonny.

[imported_n/a]

HI MEG,,,

hey my main anxyiety for the last couple of years has been ""WHAT IF SOMEONE ASKS ME TO GO SOMEWHERE AND I CANT GET OUT OF IT""

that has been one of the worst for me,,,

hey i used to have dreams about haveing to go too far from my comfort zone,,,or nightmares cause they really were,,luckyly i have got out of those now,,


another one meg is the feeling that i was going to have a breakdown that was a big one for me ,,but now i know i am not crazy just insane helps lol,,

thanks megx

""HAPPINESS IS ALWAYS THERE UNDERNEATH THE ANGER AND DESPAIR""



xxxxdarrenxxxx