So I feel ok today. Alot better than usual. I even had a visitor and didn't once feel all that anxious. I have agreed to meet for a date. I don't really know how it will pan out because just thinking about it is getting me very nervous!! It is going to be a daytime thing and he is coming to my neck of the woods. I don't really want to go to a pub or anything incase I get an attack. He knows the situation and I am not even nervous about having one and him witnessing it. I tend to be a suffer in silence panic attack person anyway. Just go white and feel faint and sit all clenched in pure fear. I am just so scared of the attacks that I am worried about a high pressure situation like a date triggering the DP...that so often triggers the attack. I have put this off for weeks and weeks and I am thinking that the amount of advice I read is to just go and live life as if there is no problem (because of course there isn't really is there guys? lol) others I have spoken to have said "don't push yourself if you don't feel ready" but my thoughts are...When will I ever be ready? I want to spend time with this person. So what advice or thoughts do any of you have?