about 6 weeks into my most recent bout of anxiety i've kinda stepped back and looked at things, At the moment i'm managing to put in 15 hours a week at work, manage a part time college course, put in 60 minutes of excersize a day, 30-45 minute of CBT, and 3 hours daily playing my bass guitar ( I get literally no free time ) and I guess it's making feel a little better, I still get very dark times when I just get generally really forgetful, where my mind feels extremely weak ( I don't know if anyone else gets this ) I have G.A.D and Health anxiety so it effectively acts as a double ended sword. Just saying that keeping busy really is helping me, and I hope I can get to the end of this CBT course and be back to my old self Been having a horrible twitchy eye all day and i'm getting myself pretty worked up about that ( could this be anxiety ) but then again i've had different symptoms week to week, last week I couldn't breathe, etc. Feeling a little dark tonight but I know it's just another battle and I can get through it
Sorry for all the ramblings, just needed somewhere to vent how i'm feeling