Originally Posted by
little scientist
Ditto Ally (but minus the bladder infection!).
I was on citalopram for around 3 years I think, then decided with my doctor to come off them this year. I don't think I did it too quickly, but maybe it was too fast.....who knows. At the time I felt great in life and felt like it was the right time to come off the meds. But I also had impending job security issues so in a way it was silly to come off them at that time. I went back on citalopram at the end of August, so am about 6 weeks in now I think.
Like you, when I came off the citalopram, the anxieties were back but so so much worse. It was like the negative thoughts were shouting and screaming in my head. In the end I went to my GP and was out back on the citalopram. The side effects this time round were ten times worse than when I had citalopram the first time. I was a zombie, and on one occasion had terrible terrible thoughts about myself. It was terrifying because I knew the thoughts simply weren't me talking.
6 weeks in though and I am doing quite a bit better. I have a long way to go though, and need to challenge my negative thoughts with the aid of my cbt.