Hey everyone
Well I haven't been on nmp for months... Completely mirtazapine/diazepam free for 7 months now I kicked that health anxiety in the butt!!! Or so it seemed....
Since I had my little boy 4 years ago I've been plagued on & off with ibs ( according to our wonderful helpful doctors) mostly just stomach craps and pooing for England... And I haven't had a flare up for months... Clockwork bowels everyday... But then sat I had terrible diorreah ... Then since mon no poo... Not a single thing !!!
I've had the odd tummy ache and off I went to the doctors in panic health anxiety was telling me I had cancer of the stomach colon just everywhere! I'm only 27... She gave me sachets of movicol and still no bowel movement... I am honestly going out of my mind... I've googled and googled :( I know I know Dr Google is a bad person.. And well decided now I've got a bowel full of poisonous toxins that will poison my tummy and I'm going to drop dead soon of a poisonous monster in my bowel :(
I'm going to buy the most outrageous amount of prunes blueberries laxatives and well everything tomo... I can't stand the thought of having poo in me for this long :( I go every morning like clockwork normally ..
Honestly I'd be so grateful if anyone has had or are suffering from this...
I must admit... I haven't been on here because my severe health anxiety has been so brilliant and I've kept in touch with my closest nmp buddies on fb but I have to say... It's a comfort being back... I've missed this place... I don't know what I would have done with out it for the 2 years of my absolute anxiety hell....
All thanks to you Nicola
Carls xxxx