Re: Worried that I may have brain damage and that it might have made me a monster
Hey
Im not an expert on brains and how they work but i believe the saying is 'If you think your going crazy' then clearly your not going crazy.
I think the same logic applies here perhaps. If you were having inappropriate thoughts and not thinkng it was wrong then you would be a pedo, but in that case you wouoldn't care.
Much the same as people who are textbook 'crazy' do not have a clue they have lost it, they are content in their own madness.
Thinking about doing/being something in this case does not in fact make you that something. It means you are overthinking as we ALL do with HA and OCD.
Please stop worrying
and yes i bet the website has contributed to your train of thought
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