Today I was suppose to have a gastroscopy but got in there and had throat spray and freaked out to the point that I didnt want to have it. So I didnt end up getting it done.
I am soooo upset by doing this as I dont know what to do about it. I still have pelvic pains which is due to bowels. my reflux and pain hasnt been as bad lately but it still comes at times and I have no idea what triggers it.
I just dont know what to do about it Im in tears and I dont know what to do. I wish I was just under general anaesthetic as it makes it all so much easier but they did the throat spray and was gonna do the camera before sedating me. Is there anything else I can do to get checked out to make sure Im alright inside?
I just cant deal with things that make me gag which put me off going through it.