Alrighty so Day 4 on 20mg Escitalopram and 50mg Topamax, i figure instead of clogging up the forum i'll just start a diary post on what's happening..
So yeah today was kinda weird yet again was mega spaced and tired again, felt like i was in a different dimension most of the day... i have noticed i kind of go up and down in the feelings thing like how spaced i am and how tired i am and how distant and disconnected and sad i feel... but theres alot more moments of reprieve at least between the dreamy states. Had one that lasted about an hour just before, grasped it and the boyfriend and i went out for coffee and some grocery shopping starting to head downhill again though so sitting down to play some games and distract myself..
My fingers and toes have been intermittenly going numb/pins and needly today and been having chest tightness, im assuming these will dissipate with time though and my eyeballs feel like theyre going either cross eyed or in different directions and falling out of my skull... but yeh... Day 4 overall not too bad..