urgh hi again..anyone else find that you dont post for weeks then suddenly everything goes wrong at once?
i was in the bath saturday morning when i noticed part of my breast was painful. when i touched the area (right next to the nipple), my heart stopped when i discovered a pea size lump (petite pois pea lol). i had come on that day so i gave myself a good talking to and tried to ignore it.
well, now the pain and redness has gone but the lump is still there just under the skin and i find myself feeling it every chance i get. im now getting too scared to go to the doctors in case its cancer.
i have also been avoiding a smear test for 7 years now as im scared witless of showing off my bits (even tho ive given birth 4 times)...im now worried that when i do go it will come back abnormal!
urgh i feel a mess!!