Hi, and sorry for writing this. I'm usually upbeat, happy and silly but at the moment my anxiety is sky high and I feel terribly depressed.
I can't seem to concentrate on anything, I don't get out of bed until 5pm most days because I can't be bothered and just don't want to face everything.
I don't want to go to the doctor because I don't want to catch norovirus because I have a terrible phobia of sick, and I fear that I'd catch it.
I'm irritable and feel like I can't bring myself to do anything.
I keep getting one disappointment after another which isn't helping. I was meant to do a psychology degree at the open university because have been declined for financial support and a loan.
I just sort of feel that there's no point in anything, I wish I wasn't feeling this way.
I'm on prozac, and I have an sad lamp and have been taking omega oils and vitamin d to help, but nothing is working.
Sorry for this long rank, I felt like I needed to get it all off my chest.