Citalopram not working
Excessive nervousness - I have been taking Cit for last few years, I did cold turkey and crashed (BAD IDEA!). I went back on citalopram back in August on 20mg, I have been experiencing excess nervousness especially when I don't actually feel nervous. I tried stepping up my citalopram dose to see if it made a difference but it made me feel even worse. I am back on 20mg and today I was getting really frustrated with myself and when I finished work I really did despair and thought what is the point, am I always going to feel this way, I'm trying not to get down but its affecting my confidence, its a horrible thought but I thought of ending it all - its all become such a battle to feel well.
I'm going back to the doctors and see if they can change my medication and see if I can get some therapy.
Feel really down and a disappointment to my children (athough they are not aware!), what kind of role model am I going to be? What have they got to look up to?
Depression and Anxiety sucks!!!!!!!!!!!
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