Hi
Feel so embarrassed that yet again I need help, with this
I must sound so boring, this always happens early hours of the morning
having fallen asleep then woke feeling terrified and shaking, if this post
does not make much sense it's because has I type this the feelings of panic
and shaking are so frightening
I know something I now have to seriously think about taking
the medication I was prescribed last week(quetiapine ) it seems its
the only way I will ever get any peace and normality so I can sleep
and be free of these terrifying episodes.....which I have been posting
about since I joined last year, I have resorted to taking 2 mgs of Valium
15 minutes ago which I hate having to do but feel so desperate when
I feel so frightened.....think I'm just rambling now to keep my mind
occupied until this passes
Yes I'm scared to take the quetiapine but I have to believe I will be ok
I just cannot go on like this, had my first panic attack/DP when I was 21
and I'm now 48
Manda