Hi all im 24 years old and have had a phobia about vomit since i was about 15 and somebody in my class was ill in assembly from that point on i would have panic attacks when ever i have to sit in a hall full of people. so over the last few years since then i feel like i have been on a rollacoster some times im fine and it doesnt affect me but after the birth of my second son three years ago it became really bad to the point i had to go on medication about a year ago i started to reduce my meds as i felt i was coping and i came off them this summer in september i started training as a midwife which i am loving but my phobia is back and i feel like i cant cope i have started back on medication but i have had to fight to get through every day i have just felt like giving up and staying in the house but i know i will regret it if i let this beat me and i give up just looking for some support