I am due to start uni in 3 weeks and im getting so anxious about it. upto about 2 weeks ago i had been doing ok at getting my panic & anxiety under control, had been setting myself goals & achieving them. Id been having doubts about whether id actually be able to start uni in this state but i managed to drive there a couple of weeks ago & that really boosted my confidence. But about 2 weeks ago i felt ill whilst out shopping put it down to anxiety & finished my shopping but i havent felt well enough to take on any new challenges since then got a sore throat & cough & generally feel crap but i think its only a cold at the end of the day. Im hoping i should feel ok in a few days but im also terrified that i might just have gone back to square one and undone all my hard work. Been waiting for counselling for over a year & have been told im top of the list. Am i just being stupid thinking i can start uni in this state?
Sorry to whinge i know there are people much worse off than me.
Love
Suzy xx:(