I know, right? Just to feel a little improvement instead of worse would be nice. I think your body is just confused right now and needs to settle down. I hope that's the case for me too.
I know you are right about the diazepam. My fiance says that the fact I even am concerned that I will get addicted when taking it as prescribed means that I will be fine. I was given them for a reason, gotta remind myself of that.