hiya my partner wants to book a holiday to spain this year but i just dont know if i can go ! im terrified i mght have a panic attack on the plane and its not like you can get off ! and i keep thinking il want to come home and il be so far away and what if i got ill ther so many worries but if i took all them away i would like to go im even having nightmare about it i just dont know whether to go but i dont want to waste my life not doing things i want to do any advice guys ?x