Re: Blood test on Wednesday and scared.. :/
If at all possible, ask to see your doctor tomorrow - tell them how you feel and ask if they can give you something to help calm you (I'm thinking diazepam. Or, you could try some Kalms maybe? I've never tried them but have heard good things about them. You could always try one tomorrow to see how they make you feel. Or how about some rescue remedy?
Hunny, please try to talk to your doctor tomorrow and explain how upsetting and stressful this is for you x
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