Hi again everyone. I hope that you are all doing ok. Still trying to find my way around this site so hope im posting in the right places! Today I visited some family love them so much but hard to put on a brave face, don't want them to worry. Felt panic just going to visit my brother/ Cried a lot today find it hard to except that I am this way. If im struggling with just going out to see family how the hell am I going to get myself back to work on Monday!!