Introduction
Hi there,
I've only just stumbled across this website & it looks really good.
I am 39 years old, married & working full time. I have suffered with depression, anxiety & OCD since I was about 10 years old. I have been on anti depressants (to many types to mention) since I was about 20 years old. I have also been hospitalised in the past, terrible experiences, non understanding psychiatrists and rubbish care.
I have particularly been bad recently. I have a severe phobia about being pregnant but feel I would like to have children, I am thinking of adopting, my husband is open to this idea and is very understanding, but he would prefer us to have our own. I have had hypnosis recently, but I don't feel any different. I feel very torn apart as at my age I know lots of friends with children, babies & those going through pregnancy. If I can't mentally cope with being pregnant I feel like a failure as a woman. I have panic attacks at the thought of being pregnant though.
My life has been a nightmare roller coaster, but I'm still plodding along someone.
So that's it for now, Thanx
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