Hi everyone,
New to this site today !
I have a dilemma.....
Both my sisters and my mum have booked a surprise weekend away for my birthday ro spain, leaving this friday 08/09.
I have said I'm not going because my anxiety id bad at the moment and I never fully relax when I'm abroad because I hate being away from home. I have only ever been abroad with my partner and he knows how to calm me down and to distract me, But he has recently gone finished with me so I am terrified of going.
My mum and my sisters said they totally understand but are still going.
I know I will feel terrible staying at home but I will feel terrible if I go, I just wish I was normal and could be one of those people that says I'm just popping over to spain for the weekend and think nothing of it. But no I have built it up into this horrible event and think I'm going to die of a panic attack in spain.
I dont know what to do ??
Can anyone give me any advice ?