Hi Frances
Pleased this post has helped you and people have replied to it.
I have posted about thoughts tonight under anxiety because i do know how they can take over our lifes and becoming a controlling influence that we cant shake of.
Before i joined this site i honestly believed that it was only me that could this such thoughts and that i was a bad person.
Got confirmation that it is part of anxiety and although when feeling bad still question it have started to believe in myself.
Love Sal xxxxx