Hello hope you're all well
My mum called me the other day and said I was a failure and didn't have my life together. I actually stood up for myself and said I did as I am 18 and have a house a boyfriend go to college and want to go to university.
However, today I got an exam result from my first AS exam result in psychology. € worked so hard. I revised made flash card, did past papers etc. And I got an E. I was devestated as I was hoping for a B.
I feel like such a failure and just completely useless. I know its only 1 exam and I can resit and work harder. But when I have no positive influences in my life just my negativity depression anxiety, my teachers doubting me and my mum constantly telling me what a disappointment I am.
I am just so exhausted of trying so hard not to fail and be useless. Not to disappoint myself and those around me. I am determind but it can drain me physically and mentall soooo much.
Sorry for ranting everyone