I have had an anal fissure for a little over a year. I had an issue in January where I had two bowel movements that had some blood in them, not just blood on the toliet paper but in the toilet as well. I have been having some abdomanal pain lately more on my upper left side. I am having some trouble going to the bathroom and it always feels like some kind of pressure in my rectum. I have had bloods recently with the CPA test which is a cancer marker and everything came back ok, the doctor also did an examination and I also did the screening for colon cancer where you smear the small amount of poop on the cardboard thing and they check for blood and that came back ok. I have just been feeling kind of yucky lately lots of pressure in my rectum, abdomanal pain some weight loss though I am always stressed so that might be why. I also have a colonoscopy booked for the 3rd of April. I am so scared I dont want to have cancer but I think I do.