I hate feeling like this every day!! It has been going on for a month and a half almost!! Every day horrible Panic and Anxiety!! I fear that I will never feel normal again and that I won't be able to function!! I am supposed to start my Master's degree program in July! How to do it if I feel like this!! I have 4 children to care for and my husband might get fed up with me!!! I just knelt down this morning and begged God for a miracle!!! God please don't leave me!! I know I have made mistakes and perhaps I don't deserve a miracle, but I want to be a mother to my children, I want to go to school and graduate so I can help my family financially, I also have chosen a profession in which I can help the less fortunate (Occupational Therapy and Rehabilitation) please, please please!!! Have mercy on me God!!! I feel so sad, scared and hopeless!! I am begging God for a miracle!!