I feel really, really silly and this time tomorrow it will all be over and done with and I will wonder what all the fuss was about.
[:I] But well here goes.
Last week we took the cat to the vets for some flea treatment.
The vet give the cat a swift once over and told us that cat's teeth are foul and disgusting.
5 teeth need cleaning and 1 needs taking out.
We've followed the vet's instructions and given cat nothing to eat. (Much to the disgruntlement of the cat - That I can cope with.)
But cat is due to leave us first thing in the morning as she will be going under anesthetic to have her teeth sorted out.
The truth is I am dreading it.
My mind is doing that mad racing thing, where 20 "what if's" all pop in there at once.
I know it sounds really stupid, and I'm sure the vet wouldn't be giving the cat anesthetic if she thought there would be any problems.
And it is better to have a hungry cat for 12 hours, than to have one with toothache.
But I'm just so worried I'm never going to see her again.
I know it is stupid. This will all be over in no time, cat will be home by tea time, eating 12 hours worth of missed meals and demanding attention.
But all the same I'm worried for her.
I'm filled with over antisipation, I'm shaking, my chest hurts like no ones business and I'm not the one having the anesthetic !
Surely it can't be normal to be worked in to such a state, over a cat having a tooth out - can it ?
Love, light and Best wishes
Liz xxx
With hard work and determination and all the things you know.
The world is there for you to take. There's nowhere you can't go.
[]Scatty Eccentric & 'Poet Laureate to panic and anxiety'