I think it's time to move out/leave home for good.
However on £13,000 a year and being a single 19 year old girl I don't see it as possible.
I hate my home life. I hate my work life. I can't live with my mother she causes me so much misery.
I have so much fun when I'm out this house it's so much better but can not stay here any longer :(.
When I was very young she would hit me, bathe me so hot I'd look like I had sunburn after a bath etc etc.
Just need a way out. A new life. New start. New everything really feeling the misery after coming home this morning she just sucks the life out of me what's left of it and makes me feel 99 not 19