I still can't believe my dad isn't here no more I still have the numb feeling little things are raw in my mind I believed so bad he would be coming home again despite everyone saying no I have do many things I wanted to say but most of all I just wanted to tell him one last time how much I loved him and that hurts the most it's so sad you always think your mum and dad will always be there I've been lucky to have had such a kind hearted father not the best at times but I knew if ever I needed anything he would be there I'm going to miss him dearly the funeral is Thursday chapel of rest is Wednesday I font no if I should see him but I feel I have to because ill never get to see him ever again but I'm do scared also 😭😭the funeral is going to be the worst day of my life and death bring 1 of my biggest fears I don't think I'm going to handle that day my dream state is going to stop and reality is going to kick in I just no it so sorry for the long post
Take care god bless
Vicky xx