What a bad day this is i have been suffering from panic disorder for the last 3 years. and i like to think that i have got it under control but not today! since 10 this morning i have felt sick, knot in stomach, sweating, raised pulse, ibs, hands shaky, pain in the upper back and a feeling that i am going to have a heart attack. i know it is in the mind but my anxiety has got me so down today that i have had a couple of small scotches to try and calm myself down as i can feel myself totally losing it my mind wont let me relax. i so hate this.