Hi everyone,
Well just had the most terrible morning with my Health Anxiety ever. Or was it???
Woke up feeling anxious immediately, which is unusual for me. I normally get about an hours respite before the butterflies kick in. I think I know why I was anxious - it was because I knew I had to drive this morning, something that I have avoided for weeks due to having my first episode (panic attack??) while driving.
As the time got nearer, I was in a terrible state. Heart rate up to 120 and arm/chest pain almost unbearable. I did all my usual stretches and breathing exercises but nothing worked.
I somehow managed the journey, but at one point I thought I was going to pass out my heart was racing so much. It peaked at about 150 bpm.
I am now home and it is about 92, which is still very high for me while resting.
I am convinced I am going to have a heart attack today. Can't shake the feeling of doom I currently have. Surely this much adrenalin and increased heart rate for so long cannot be good for me. My arm is still sore and my chest is tight.
Sorry for repeating myself, but I just want to vent on here.
So scared.
Charlie