hey everyone
im on day 20 and im really struggling to cope, i had an awfull first 9 days, then things mellowed out from day 9 to 14 and i wa managing with only the odd bit of mild anxiety here and there, then day 16, 17 and 18 were pure hell, super high anxiety, i couldnt cope with anything, couldnt really eat and i had got my appetite back by then and just felt hopeless, all this anxiety is 100% worse than before i was on the meds and im struggling to cope, day 19 i woke up and was ok, it was a real relief i had a real good day were i got lots done and felt happy, in the evening i had a little anxiety but it passed, then last night i had my first night panic were i woke up and thought i could swollow and felt nausous. this morning i woke up feeling like i had a cold, hot tired unwell etc, as the day passed i was ok, no major anxiety, then come 4pm wham im hit with waves of anxiety and im still getting it now, along with a very dry mouth which is making me more anxious an nauseous.
i really feel like ive had enough of feeling like this, im still on 10mg, i thought about going to the doctor tomorrow and asking to increase my dose, my question is will raising my dose make me feel better, or will it make all this anxiety worse. have i got to try and deal with all this sky high anxiety untill 6-8 week on the meds, the way im feeling right now ive had enough, but i know if i reduced the meds and tried to come of cit i would still feel damn awfull for 6-8 weeks, i just feel like im not gonna get better and i cant cope with all this anxiety, i thought it was getting less and less, but it seems to be getting worse now
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