hi, looking for penpal/friends. am 21 and live in essex

have had depression since i was 13.
i've tried tablets ( currently on new ones)
seen a few councillors they helped a bit but after while kept going over same ground
I have cerebral palsy ( some people say it's not noticeable but of course i know it's there.
i may go out a few times a week if i feel ok but if not it's spent watching tv or playing computer games.

thanks for reading.