Lately i've been having this fear of losing my memory.
I feel that everything is unfamiliar (not unreal, it;s not a case of derealisation) and i constantly wonder how things came to this point. I keep bringing my whole life to my mind, like i'm trying to understand why i'm here, why i'm me. I tend to focus on traumatic experiences, and that indeed makes me feel panicky and unreal. But my fear of losing my memory is sometimes unbearable. My grandpa used to lose his memory sometimes and that scared me a lot when i was a child... Also, i had read about a younger guy who used to suffer from serious memory loss.
Has anybody experienced similar fears?
Gosh, it's almost 3 in the morning and i'm scared.