Hi Everyone! I have just joined the site and i think it is wonderful...never thought a site like this really was out there. Anyway my problem (well one of them) is interviews!.....i hate them with a passion! I have been out of work for 2 months because i cant do interviews,i get so nervous,heart beats out of my chest,sweating,stutter and shake! I always went for temp jobs with a recruitment agency and they put you straight into a job without a interview........until the other day i got a call from a recruitment consultant asking me would i be able to attend a quick interview with a job thats just down the road from me. Well i really couldnt refuse as i badly need the money and also to pay my rent so i said yes. Since a put down the phone i started to get very bad panic attacks just thinking about the interview which was the next day. I hardly got any sleep and got up so early the next morning counting down the hours until the interview. I put on my best suit and got the short bus journey down to the BIG building where i had to meet with the woman who was going to interview me.....i was shaking! To cut a long story short the interview wasnt as bad as i thought it would be....yes i was very nervous and i felt so dizzy all the way through out the interview but i tryed to keep it together and realise i got to do this and do something every day that scares me. Well i got the interview and start monday!! i couldnt believe it, i could have kissed her when she told me! I know the panic attacks wouldnt go away yet but i will have to learn to live with it and not to let it take over my life...im only 25. Thank you for reading my short story.......im sure there are more to come!!:(
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