Hi there. I've suffered from anxiety/panic attacks on and off for years, but I feel I do have some control over it at the moment. The thing is I can be doing just ordinary tasks through the day and feel fine...........and then BAM! suddenly my chest hurts or my heart is thumping, I feel wobbly and light headed and can't breathe. Now, I do recognise these are symptons of a panic attack, and often I can work through them and return to 'normal'. But why does it happen, seemingly for no reason. Years ago I used to feel the attck creeping over me, quite slowly, but these just come out of the blue.
I really need to get to grips with this as I am going on holiday in a couple of weeks. That's another thing.............I booked a holiday some months ago and have really been looking forward to it, but now it's getting close I am starting to panic about the plane (not crashing, just being in it!!!) and panicing about if there any decent medical facilities near the hotel (it's Spain for goodness sake!). I'm worrying about if I get chest pains while I'm flying and they turn out to be a heart attack. I am feeling like my holiday is spoilt already and I haven't even left home yet.
I so hate this anxiety stuff. I have already wasted so much time not doing things because of something that 'might' happen.
Thank you for reading this vent, everyone on this board is so understanding, and I know many of you have a daily struggle with it. I spent years with it eating me up, but I can tell you it it is possible to manage and control it. It was hard work and didn't happen overnight.
How do you cope when a panic attack just pops up?