My boredom and stressful life makes me want to masturbate almost daily

[JCRyanDenton]

Its not easy being a high functioning borderline normal person in a special ed school. Especially since you are around people whom most of them have the mental age of a 12 year old and poor social skills (in turn, not allowing me to learn social skills from each other). Also doesn't help my sexual hormones have been rather out of control lately, and these special ed schools hardly have any females to talk to. I keep masturbating since i can't seem to talk to females in real life since i am hardly able to be around them (and it isn't in mainstream where you may be just shy, i am literally able to be around them due to the way the school is). I desperately want to talk to more females right now and im worried im going to end up being some socially awkward idiot when i am out of these special ed schools. I couldn't even control myself when talking to one a while back and i complimented her voice, in response she got her friends to scold me for doing that since she already had a boyfriend. Although i wasn't planning for that to even be seen as romantically hitting on her. This happened online obviously, have never hitted on a girl in person before (and i honestly hope i don't have to).

Its not the biggest problem i face with special ed (being unhappy with hardly any concept of how teenagers these days act), but its one i would love to see addressed, but its almost impossible right now which sucks.

[theharvestmouse]

How old are you? Does the school not allow you to mix with any females at all? Are there any out of school activities you could try to meet people?

Masturbation is normal but try not to let it become an obsession.

[JCRyanDenton]

How old are you? Does the school not allow you to mix with any females at all? Are there any out of school activities you could try to meet people?

Masturbation is normal but try not to let it become an obsession.

Im 17, the school isn't against it just its not a good environment due to the fact the females there have severe mental issues (to the point its not easy to communicate due to vastly different thought processes, and no this isn't like some ordinary person thinking differently). And i can't seem to find any out of school activities right now. Im hoping college will be a little better in that regard but im not going to try too hard to make friends there. The school is going to allow me to go to college soon i hope...i can't stand to see another screaming child out of control right now.

[Fishmanpa]

Hmmm... 17 years old and masturbating almost daily... Sounds pretty normal to me! When I was 17, not only were my hormones in full rage, but I was still having night emissions on top of masturbating almost daily ~lol~

You need a Cougar to take you under her wing. It'd be good for both of you!

Good Luck!

PS... kudos for posting this on a public forum... that took some nads!

[JCRyanDenton]

Hmmm... 17 years old and masturbating almost daily... Sounds pretty normal to me! When I was 17, not only were my hormones in full rage, but I was still having night emissions on top of masturbating almost daily ~lol~

You need a Cougar to take you under her wing. It'd be good for both of you!

Good Luck!

PS... kudos for posting this on a public forum... that took some nads!

Thats exactly what i want, and i know its normal for me at my age.

[Thomas1993]

I'm 20 just now and I think at that age I was probably the same. Towards the start of me being 17 I was still a virgin and I was masterbating frequently (sometimes 3 a day). I got such a thrill off it but yet was frustrating to know I couldn't get what I was wanting. But things work out don't worry- be patient. You're young and have a high sex drive...embrace it my friend!

[JCRyanDenton]

I'm 20 just now and I think at that age I was probably the same. Towards the start of me being 17 I was still a virgin and I was masterbating frequently (sometimes 3 a day). I got such a thrill off it but yet was frustrating to know I couldn't get what I was wanting. But things work out don't worry- be patient. You're young and have a high sex drive...embrace it my friend!

Did you go to a special ed school? I can assure you its quite different. And i haven't lusted over any real girls in my life either. Just porn online. Thats how femaleless my life is due to being in special ed.

[Thomas1993]

I had no female in my life but something's always around the corner you've just got to wait.

[Kenna5027]

Have you tried meeting people outside of school? Maybe joining some sort of club or organization? I don't know if you are religious, but churches are a good place to start - even if you don't want to volunteer with the church itself, you can usually find other volunteer opportunities through it.

[JCRyanDenton]

Have you tried meeting people outside of school? Maybe joining some sort of club or organization? I don't know if you are religious, but churches are a good place to start - even if you don't want to volunteer with the church itself, you can usually find other volunteer opportunities through it.

I tried meeting an old friend once. He turned on me due to being in a skype call with some perverted friends of mine (no longer my friends btw) that i had no control over. And thats really about it. Haven't joined any clubs and i am not religious. I am doing volunteer work at a charity shop but haven't met any people around my age yet.

I am hopefully going to college in a few weeks so i might have some social opportunities there since it won't be a special ed environment.

I feel worried everytime i bring it up that people will think im insulting autistic people. The thing is, i am fine with autistic people. I think many can be fun people to talk to. But in special ed many of the kids there are there because they were too out of control or unintelligent to go to mainstream. Those are the two kinds i have met when it comes to autistics. The others are kids who behaved badly (i fall into that category, but my behavior has improved and it depends on my mood too).