Originally Posted by
danivsdani
i'm finally going to get help tomorrow. i haven't really left the house in about 3 years. for the past week though i've just been sleeping and crying and not able to eat with some depressing and morbid intrusive thoughts that first popped up a week ago and just spiraled out of control. i had enough yesterday and just cried to my mom all day long and slept. she called today and made an appointment for me tomorrow. the intrusive thoughts aren't gone but they're not as strong as they were i think? i don't even know. i'm so confused and feel strange. i'm struggling wondering if i eve need professional help? can they even help me? if they give me meds will they change me? i wish my appointment was today 'cause i don't want to sit on this another day. i've got SO MUCH on my mind.