I bet she is fine and alive and well.
What would happen if you didn't hear from her? I bet you would be ok and you would carry on as normal.
You can do this Karen - you know you can.
Has K mentioned the pressure that you put on her to reply - it is a big responsibility for her too and she must find it hard as well. I am sure she is not punishing you but just busy.
She will reply soon.
Nicola