Hi,
I am really struggling at the moment. The panic attacks are so bad now that I feel that very soon I will be unable to drive and collect the children from school. My daughter has to go to school for a trial tomorrow morning, and I am dreading it.
The panic has been really bad over the last week, I feel so sick from the minute I wake in the morning to the minute I go to bed, the hypnotist says its stress.
On Friday I had to meet my husband, 20 mins drive away, and although I did it, I was in such a bad way, I felt really sick, couldnt stop shaking etc. He had forgotten his works camera, I literally threw it in his car and drove home as fast as I could, I was totally exhausted and upset when I arrived home. Since then I dread doing the safety zone of 5/10 mins. I just want to stay at home on my own.
Over the weekend, I have been thinking long and hard about how this is affecting the family life, and although my hubby and kids are supportive, I just keep thinking if I left them, they could start a new life and go out as a family etc etc.
Please help, just do not know what to do, and with xmas coming up - how am I going to be able to go to all of the school functions????
Thanks for reading.
Lisa