Hi, I am new here and looking for a wee bit of advice/comfort/similar expereince...anything really!
I have begun visiting a psychologist for cognitive behavioural therapy as I have problems with anxiety/anger and related depression, and I was finding it really tough looking at my feelings and the origins of mood changes. I told her so today and after a lot of talking, I think she said to me that it sounds like I have a good idea of what is the core of my problem. Which is true, I do. However, I feel really lost and alone and unable to deal with my personality.
At the end she asked me, 'do you want another appointment?' and I said yes but I now think I sound all needy and she thinks there is nothing wrong with me and I am scared I am going to be left alone to deal with how I feel. Today has to be the most desperate I have felt in a long time. I had the first big panic attack that I have had in ages and although I knew I would be okay, I felt so trapped in my head.
Sorry if I am incoherent. I just need to spill some of this out.
Happyone