Just feel like I've got now where else to turn, I know people on here will understand...
I'm exhausted, quite literally exhausted. My head is just full of intrusive thoughts that are just horrible.Some people may have seen my previous threads but I have just got engaged and keep having horrible thoughts that I don't love him and that we shouldn't have got engaged etc.
I have had relationship anxiety all throughout my relationship and its always come and gone. When I don't have the anxiety I feel fine and all is good, but my anxiety is always based around my relationship and I just hate it so much.
The thing is these intrusive thoughts are so bad that I'm struggling to know whats reality and whats not.
Everyday is such a battle,I would give anything not to feel like this.
Please if anybody has any positive comments that they can make I would be so glad to hear of them, if nothing but to just cheer myself up but to also give me hope.