Hiya Caz,
I have just read your post and can completely understand how you have been feeling.
But wow, you did such a lot last night! Give yourself a big pat on the back, you deserve it!
Just another thought. You say that the garden needs doing. If we get some nice weather over the next few day, put baby in the buggy and let your 5 year old have a good run round in the garden.
You will all benefit from the fresh air and you will get your garden done as well!
Doing the garden always makes me feel good cos you then have a lovely outside area to sit in.
Finally, when I was feeling at my worst and the children were little, I used to take them for a walk round the block, anything to get a change of scenery!
Anyway, hope you are feeling a little better today
Love Kate x