So hey guys, it's been a fair while since i've posted. i went off of escitalopram back in January this year because i was all cool and didn't need them. Anyway since about September the panic/anxiety/depression/paranoia has come back with a vengeance. I had a meltdown, broke up with my partner (biggest mistake ever) and moved interstate back to my hometown. Only now are my partner and I on speaking terms again (he hates me with a passion for breaking his heart) and since starting a new job i live in my friends garage with little to no money to my name. Anyway the attacks have come back harder than before and the doc has put me back on Esc but only at 10mg. I can't really remember the s/e's or anything so hopefully this time around it will be fairly uneventful. I'm going to start them tomorrow morning (yay merry xmas) because i have the next few days to relax by myself at home. I'm really hoping these will work again like they did last time because the Dr said that if they don't he wants to try me on anti-psychotics. I don't think I'm crazy but he is trying to tell me he thinks I'm a paranoid schizophrenic. I think it's just the anxiety being stupid.
So yeah. I'll be online a lot more now and i plan on keeping a diary again just to help vent and to help others who are starting to take it as well. So yeah, Merry Xmas and I hope everyone has a good time