hi im so tierd of fighting this anxiety , ive had it now for over 8yrs, ive tried cbt twice I don't take meds im petriefied of taking them, i do relaxation and breathing everday and try distraction but it never seems to get any better ive been trying to do the exeptance bit for a long time now ,im always over analizing every thought and feeling and dwell on them. the last four days have been so bad and ive been thinking im going mad and this cant be anxiety.and yesterday sat down to eat xmas dinner with my family at the table and i had to make out that i wanted to watch queens speech just so i can go in to the living room and eat my dinner because i felt abit funny and really anxiouse .i felt so bad about about myself for doing that and kept thinking why cant i be normal and surely anxiety cant make you feel this way, sorry for posting this as just don't know what else to do or am i doing everything wrong to overcome this anxiety or am just not really helping myself im just so tierd of trying to overcome it .maybe this is my problem and im trying to hard i just don't know anymore.