Oh, the "lovely" mornings.....the castle is under "lock down mode" from my over zealous body guard- Miss Dragon-Adrenaline-Me. Agony that I will try to accept, ignore, work though.

When that blessed morning comes when I wake up blanketed in peace.... Able to just enjoy the fact that it is a new day....may I never take it for granted, but may I never live in fear that it could be taken away just as fast.

The inner demons whisper- what if that day never comes?

That is a lie from Hell, and I refuse to believe it.....even if that means casting that thought out 1,000 times today.