I saw a counsellor for the first time last night and really enjoyed it, it was a bizarre experience as she didn't really tell me anything I didn't already know and the ideas she had about what could be behind my anxiety/obsession were the sorts of things I'd already considered but yet it still felt helpful to me.
Think it might just have been because if an "outsider" can see these things then maybe it's easier to accept than when people close to you are telling you.
Must admit I woke up this morning feeling a bit down though despite feeling quite good last night after the session - think it's just because the reality of the fact that I will still have these upsetting thoughts and feelings are still there and won't just magically disappear overnight.
She also suggested getting some sort of distraction (ie. hobby) in my life so I'm hoping that because I will be seeing her again in a couple of weeks that it will give me the incentive to sort something out before then, as otherwise I'd probably just let things tick by without sorting anything out.
How did everyone elses first visit to counsellors go and did they find it beneficial ?