Hi all,
She's here at last, we had a little girl Sunday morning, 4.00am. My anixiety got the beter of me though and the birth didn"t go how i wanted it to. But she's safe and perfect and beautiful which is the main thing.
Had the heart thing (eptopics) most of the time while we were in the hospital and they have been worse since we got back. Ok we had a very stressful time before and during the birth, but it all turned out so well in the end. I really thought i was getting on top of them. Now I'm not breathing propbally again. Can any one tell me that once you experence this heart awareness are you stuck with it? FOREVER! Does medication work and get rid of them? Because i really think that when i stop B/ Feeding, I am going to have to go on something just to cope with them i get them every day, all day on a bad day. from the minite i open my eyes. And have done for a year now. Had all the checks, which have all been normal.
Will i ever be the same again? Has any one out there got rid of them... and how?
Just feel so desprite again. Which is not ideal when i've got a new born to tend too...
Will they ever go away?
Snoopy x