Poo.
After an amazing week......today feels a little more like the early days on the road to recovery.
One of the things I like least about days like today is that I spend way too much time trying to figure out "why" I am feeling like this today. Is it because I let myself have half a can of diet coke yesterday? I indulged in a few cookies and a piece of chocolate pie yesterday? Is it the situational anxiety from my mom's surgery?
Who knows? Really.....who cares? It doesn't really matter why. It just matters that I handle it in the way I have been learning.
The anxiety is one thing, but this depressed feeling I have today really sucks.
Cuss, cuss, cuss.
(By the way, just venting- I know I'll be rolling forward again soon....may even be today.)