Re: help...i want another baby!!
I would have some kind of therapy before considering a pregnancy. Not that you would be any risk to the child but you should feel better in yourself before going through pregnancy. I have had 3 babies, lost 2 and I know it can be a very anxious time. I couldn't have another baby now, I would love a 4th but I wouldn't put myself through the anxiety. I suffer from intrusive thoughts and I couldn't face having them when pregnant. If I got them under control and felt better then I would of course try for another child.
Cbt can really help the kind of thoughts you are having. I am struggling with them too, and the OCD books and cbt are really helping.
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